I’m sure there must be a name for it, though I don’t know what it is.
I’m talking about the phenomena of finding out something, long after the fact, and feeling a shock as if the event just occurred.
For instance, just tonight, I learned that one of my favorite university presses almost got shut down last year. Last year, mind you. But the shock, worry, and sadness that I feel at this news (even though it is old news) is fresh and real.
A few years ago, I learned more details – maybe too many details, about a friend’s death more than 10 years earlier. I knew she had died, and knew in a general sense what had happened. But when I read a lengthy news article about what had happened – the shock and grief and sadness were all very real, in the present. I was shook up for at least a week, maybe longer. And my grief was made more complex because no one else was grieving this loss – to them, it was all long ago. To me, it was as if her death had just occurred.
I ponder these things because I find it interesting in a philosophical sense how “old news” can have such an emotional impact in the present. I also have to believe this phenomenon has a name or term to describe it.
I also think something along these lines might make an interesting story line for a short story or maybe even a novel, about a main character who has her world turned upside down by finding out “old news” and its impact on her present life. I’ll have to think on that one, some more.
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